I'm a 16 year old male...suffering from major depression...I don't care if I'm pathetic...I love you...(long)?

High school honestly sucks, what you see with your friends and other people in the halls is pretty much all fake. They do it because they think they have to and nobody it really in love or will stay together. Because in the real world after high school the popular people are unheard of. and the unknown people are the sucessful ones. Let them have the last year of being known while you have the rest of your life. As for the girl it didn't work out, but don't let her or the thoughts of her ruin the rest of your relationships with other people I know you sai not to say this but you DO still have time. It does seem like you are going through alot and maybe there are deeper issues you could work out. You should talk to friends or maybe see someone you can talk to. You need to start telling yourself you are good enough and an amazing person. even if at first you don't beileve so, you will start to see the truely amazing person you are. If you say your not good enough, you won't be and people will see you that way, but tell yourself you are good enough. Everything is going to work out! Just remember that :)